Bean World。皇帝俱樂部

As a university soon-to-be graduate, the future is full of possibilities but yet too many options for me. There are a lot of things I can be, but there are also responsibilities that I need to fulfill for my family and life. Though the future seems a bit misty, yet, who knows what they want to do for the rest of their life when they are only 23? I don't need to worry about that I am not strong enough, not good enough, not mature enough, and certainly don't need to be afraid that I may fuck up, because I am young, I am supposed to be like this. What matter is that I am full of love, I get up every time I fall down, I have the support from my loved one, and I have family and friends. It's very normal that I fail and try and fail and try again. The most important thing is that I try things that I want to try, travel the world more to see more opportunities and live in the moment, and fall in love with every moment. 

Goals that I made about my life:

1. Try to be a professional interpreter, or at least be a profession. 

2. Change the world to be a better place even it's minor, maybe participate in an environment programme, or a programme to help the children or the one in need. It won't kill you to just give out a helping hand. 

3. Start something that is my own. Maybe a small and lovely hostel where people feel love, maybe a small cafe or a cool bar. 

4. Be in good shape. 

5. Travel the world to see more, find love and happiness in every corner in this world. It's ok if you don't understand how I make this work and how I do this, but I need your support. 

6. Support myself financially. 

7. Be funny, intelligent, unknowingly hot, and low-key cool. 

8. Write a book, a play or a script when I turn 50.

9. Be good at cooking and baking, like people will be 'wow, I never know that you're this good" kind of good. 

10. Live in people's jealous eyes, but not lost in this superficial spotlight and learn and develop more in me and leave my personal life only to the ones who are actually matter. 

11. Not to show people how cool I am in social media but tell the story yourself, they will be surprised by how many amazing things I have done in my life. Be a girl with stories. 

12. Not to be afraid to tell the truth when it comes to my feelings, always, people come and people go, but if they want to stay, they will find ways. 

Here's a picture that keeps reminding me who I am: